I mean really, its 5pm, and guess what? I haven’t been to bed yet. Oh yeah you heard me. Sleep has alluded me all night, and here..is my lovely pretty kitty Maia and she is snoring..oh yeah not just sleeping SNORING. So..I am jealous of a cat. I am jealous that she can just be passed out, and snoring and as tired as I am , I am awake. WIDE awake.

On the upswing however, I am watching 1776 again and I really do love that movie, its great musical. But now back to what I was saying. I have suffered from Insomnia for a long while, its no secret among those who know me. But lately because of my other meds,and my body its gotten worse. A lot worse, I got maybe 4 hours of sleep yesterday and now..well here I am wide awake still. Or maybe I am just a Vampire.

I guess being a Vampire wouldn’t be so bad, if I got the super powers to go with it. I am really feeling the Cullen’s pain about now with the no sleep thing. Well that was my attempt at humor for the day. Over all I just want to sleep, and wish I could find a sleep remedy that worked for me.

That is my thought today, is it okay to be annoyed? I am not sure if it is, it could be. I know those who are annoying me today don’t mean to be, but none the less here I am very very annoyed by them. Darling Husband, who doesn’t mean to. He watches the Family Guy, I hate that show. But he watches it twice a night I have asked him to cut back, maybe once a night instead of twice? I really really do HATE the show. Well no such luck, not for me. Nope he continues to watch the show twice a night without fail. No matter how many times I ask him not to. Is it okay to be annoyed?
Just now as I was typing this, one of my kitties (whom I love dearly) just walked right up and onto my hands. And is currently trying to sit on my keyboard, spell-check is going to have fun with this. That is annoying me I love my sweet Maia girl but couldn’t she just MOVE and give me some room to type?! Of course now that I typed that I will be giving her a kiss because I feel bad.

And lastly I am annoyed that I haven’t been able to rp I the last few nights. It’s not my friends fault, at all. I understand. But that doesn’t stop the annoyance from creeping up and poking me in the butt. So does that make me a bad person? Or just someone who is annoyed.

So here I sat, watching the today show again, waiting for the sleep that seems never to want to come any more. And who should pop up on my TV screen again? That IDIOT octo-mom, can she just please go away? I mean seriously, the woman is a whacko, and by putting her on the news all day every day we are only fueling her whacko visions. This woman really chaps my ass. I can not have children, I have accepted this. And I certainly do not hold it against those who can by paying for the expensive procedures. But this woman, is JOBLESS, I won’t go into the husbandless thing as well because I think a woman can raise a baby without a husband. But EXCUSE ME? This woman has NO JOB.

What else blows my mind is that she claims she’s not getting taxpayer help; honey SSD and food stamps are paid for by tax payers. My hard earned dollars and others too going into the government programs so she can get her support. What do you call that? I also can’t fathom, 14 children 14! 3 of which already had disabilities, and she doesn’t even take care of them she has her Mom and Dad do it. HA, I can’t even get my dad to call me when I am sick (ah but that’s another blog).

I could probably go on and on and on about this, and I probably will blog about it again. I can’t be the only one who is driven nuts by this woman. And you can’t tell me she hasn’t made money off her interviews, and the like. I just wish she would go away. I do wish the best for the children; they didn’t ask to be brought into the world. And they didn’t ask for a lunatic of a mother. Honestly I think they need to be taken away from her. Yes, I do wish the best for the children. But the mother, she needs to grow up, and get a damn job.